Random thoughtS ~ Mindless banteR

Just sitting here spaced out on this screen this afternoon. Things have become rather crazy round here. Its like that feeling you get just as the roller coaster begins its stomach dropping descent after climbing what seems like a mountain to the clouds. For the first time in a long time, life is moving at a faster pace than my mind. Although I am desperately trying to keep up, it seems like no matter what I do I am still falling behind more and more each day. I know that in time things will slow down and return to normal, at least I try to believe that. I am distancing myself from many friends, as I try to regain control of my life. Work has taken over to the point that I have given up the majority of my social life for now. I am taking off this weekend to spend my birthday away from practicaly everyone. I dont know why, but I feel compelled to just disappear for awhile. Thats about it for now, as work beckons once again..........